This last month has been a time of awakening for me. I now understand all the feelings my Mom has been trying to explain to me over the years because....now I am a Mom. There truly is no greater love. It has been the hardest thing to watch my baby lay in the hospital day after day, and miss her night after night. Feeling sadder than I have ever felt each time I walk away from her bedside to leave her there while I go home once again without her.
Today is her one month birthday and she had a rough day. A cluster of heart rate drops that include her changing colors. I don't know if it is hard on her, but is sure is on me. Every morning I walk in and see her little face and everything is ok again. See what I mean?
I have my sister to thank for setting this blog up for me. I am no where near as talented or tenured as she is but I will make my best effort. Hope you all enjoy!
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